It would have been polite.

I have this blog, and it kind of proves that I don't care if you people know shit about me. I mean, deep down dirty shit. When I try to psycho-analyze myself, I come up with the theory that I feel as if there has to be a balance in my mind. I lie to my parents almost everyday and have been doing so since I was very young. The balance lies in everyone else in my life, or even strangers, must know the pure truth about me. This blog is like an AA meeting for me. Where I come to the first step: admittance. I kinda pause there though. Like admitting that I did something wrong makes anything better. I don't have time to compensate in any other way. Life is too busy and there is too much I want to get done.
As I've stated before, I track who visits my site. There are my norm viewers. I recognize their internet protocol numbers as soon as I see them. There are the people who just run into my page by pure boredom of web surfing. There are the people that see my blog site url posted on myspace or another internet profile... but I really don't get high volume traffic b/c it's not like I'm saying anything all that special on here. Well, something has caught someone's eye. The something being my post "with all morality lacking." I thought about deleting b/c the whole story wasn't ever really put out in the open... at least not on his side of things. I didn't delete it though, and although I still think it might have been the polite thing to do. It's too late for that now... this site has already gotten 50 some hits to look at it. I have nothing to hide though. I guess it's only cool to the person that doesn't get hurt. And I haven't gotten hurt, even with someone attempting to do that to me. It won't work b/c she's going about it in the wrong manner. James and I are inseperable for life... even if though we are temporally seperated by distance. I can't wait till he moves here!!! :) My life will truly be perfect then... or close enough for me.