25.6.06
Miss Lamentations
That is my log-in name for this website. I think I picked well. Miss implying that I'm a young woman... it almost already makes me sound whiny, and then lamentations, how much more overly dramatic can I be? Lamenting is something someone does when they are in atrocious agony, not when someone stands them up for dinner. When I started this blog... what, three years ago? I was having a hard time relapsing from my eating disorders. Finding distortion attractive. One day I was starving myself, the next day completely normal. One day I was talking to people like I was psycho saying things about eating is for the weak and so forth, the next day I would have taken offense if you looked at me funny for not finishing my salad. It's funny how that time of my life is so clear to me... those times in my life always do seem to be clear. When I'm fucked up, apparantly it makes a lasting impression on my mind, but don't ask me what I did yesterday because first you would have to tell me what day of the week yesterday was.
13.6.06
Recent Likes:
Intoxication
Dancing
Standing out in a crowd
Kissing females that it doesn't freak out
Kissing females that it does freak out
Letting myself be free
Living in the moment
Having my drinks bought for me
Lack of Drama
BEACH DAY TODAY!!!
My new friends
My new friends that I've become extemely close too.
My old friends, jennifer, jessica, cheryl b/c they amaze me.
No attachments
Caffeine
Staying out all night in the middle of the week
Having the time of my life
Recent Dislikes:
GhettoFabulous Jamaica "Club"s
Mornings
Laundry, which I've yet to do more than like a half a load of the 30 I need to do... literally...
People that don't get me, b/c they don't try.
Fat rolls
Working
People whose names start w/ c and end with y that are complete idiots.
My mother's constant bitching (oh, there it is again).
Living at home still! I was supposed to move out this month!
My fureakin' laziness
Ezcema
and feeling like I want to explode when I see Mike. I want to get over this horrible feeling in my gut when I see his face. It's like it's still bruised up in my mind. I'm not saying I want to be best buds with him; I just don't want to hate him. I don't want to hate anyone ~sigh~
OH WAIT
Did I mention I'm going to the beach today? I'm off today! Hooray!
Today is going to be an amazingly fabulous event.
I'm off to clean now.
Intoxication
Dancing
Standing out in a crowd
Kissing females that it doesn't freak out
Kissing females that it does freak out
Letting myself be free
Living in the moment
Having my drinks bought for me
Lack of Drama
BEACH DAY TODAY!!!
My new friends
My new friends that I've become extemely close too.
My old friends, jennifer, jessica, cheryl b/c they amaze me.
No attachments
Caffeine
Staying out all night in the middle of the week
Having the time of my life
Recent Dislikes:
GhettoFabulous Jamaica "Club"s
Mornings
Laundry, which I've yet to do more than like a half a load of the 30 I need to do... literally...
People that don't get me, b/c they don't try.
Fat rolls
Working
People whose names start w/ c and end with y that are complete idiots.
My mother's constant bitching (oh, there it is again).
Living at home still! I was supposed to move out this month!
My fureakin' laziness
Ezcema
and feeling like I want to explode when I see Mike. I want to get over this horrible feeling in my gut when I see his face. It's like it's still bruised up in my mind. I'm not saying I want to be best buds with him; I just don't want to hate him. I don't want to hate anyone ~sigh~
OH WAIT
Did I mention I'm going to the beach today? I'm off today! Hooray!
Today is going to be an amazingly fabulous event.
I'm off to clean now.
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