Stay Gone

I think... one day... I'll be able to say to myself, I am complete. Right now, all I do is question my worth. I mean, I'm going no where in my life... and although it's something I realize; I do not care. It's just like so inhuman of me. I used to be so deep. I put my heart into everything I did. Now I'm just an apathetic lil brick. All my passion has been drained, and the only way to get it back is to provoke me w/ the love of the one I lost. The one who needs to stay gone. The one I can't make do that... because I don't want him to.