Okay, today has been very blah.
I woke up late... I've really been doing good on my restrictive dieting. Green tea and coffee... and one meal a day.... but that all ended today. I prolly gained 5 pounds today. We had this christmas party at work and all the food was vegetarian... and it looked so good... I just couldn't stop myself. I had around four platefuls... then I come home and eat... of all things... the potatoes sitting on the stove and some cookies.
Enough about food and my binge eating... how is life? Hmmm, its okay. I've been working and hanging out. I think my best friend is trying to set me up w/ this guy. We've been out on like a "double" date a few times. I'm just so not into the dating scene right now. I mean, guys and relationships only complicate your life and I'm not ready for that. Yeah, it would be nice to have someone; but I can't seem to get over have a certain someone. I miss him so much. I just wish he could forgive me for the past... and I could forgive him... and totally erase all the bad times from both our memories. since thats not quite possible. oh well, for now I'll just enjoy this period in my life to find myself...