Bitter Blood -- Recipe of Ruin

Fresh blood at sight
Scaly skin pricks
Unaware of pain
Elimnatned of might
Reflection of remorse
Hoping for no scar
Wonder about recurence
Denying another course

Set the blade down
Clean up the wound
Stop being delirious
Don't want your life ruined
Find the good way
Stop looking at the disfigurement
Wanting to add more details
Just stop wanting this torment

Making more marks
Engraving empty emotions
Breathing bitter blood
Heeding harsh hatred
Knowing not numbness
Controlled, coherent, careless
Under unstoppable unity
With ruining recipe

Wipe the reddened skin
Cover up the sin
Do not let anyone know
Do not allow marks to show
They can not comprehend
Learn to lie and pretend
Hope it won't happen again
Maybe this will be the end...