3.10.08

the reasons i was scared

I blogged this before james and I started dating :

When I look back at every "relationship," I've been in all I can think of
are the bad times.

I remember fighting every day...
I remember being a complete bitch.
I hated myself more than I hated him.
I felt restricted... possessed... and obligated
.

check, check, check, and check.

:(
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