Well, my life has been moving in a fast pace. One I'm setting, not anyone else. I am enjoying my "independece," as I am calling it. Really, I have never felt like I do right now. I feel free and happy. Not because mike and I broke up, or for any paticular reason. It is just combination of my feelings, circumstances, and surroundings. I have my obligations: work, family, and taking care of myself; but they all seem to fit into what I want. I want to be busy at work. I want to see my family, especially my sis who just moved back to virginia. And well, taking care of myself, is something that I have learned and practiced but forgot to do for a while. I have goals, but they aren't overwhelming me. I know what I have to get done, and all it will take is a boost of motivation. Going out and h aving fun is so EASY now. I can just call up my friends or someone I met and want to get to know.. and go out. No drama needed. I'm loving it. I feel wanted and fun and energized again. My days are generally planned to t he moment, but if they aren't I can just enjoy some r&r time. I"m not bragging or gloating. I hope everyone gets a chance in their life like this one I am experiencing right now. I've had so much fun, made so many new friends, and have been reminded of those who will always be there for me.
I am truly happy, and I hope this is an attitude I will be able to carry throughout the rest of my life. I hope the same for you. So when you see me, notice the glimmer in my eye, and do know that it isn't that fake one t hat I sometimes put on for show; but a look of a girl who holds no grudges or regrets in the back of her mind. A girl who you will love to know.
29.5.06
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